the love i seek is
too far too dark too lost
that i might have given up long ago
when will my "hero" appear?
the one who will see the truth state of
my heart beyond that mask i created.
to wipe off my tears and pull me out
of my eternal sorrow that i left myself in
maybe it was my wish to go mad.
that if i am mad, i would be truly free
Maybe i m too lonely inside
that i had to protect myself with a mask.
in my twisted mind,
i probably saw the end of
my miserable life . . .
the candle in my heart
is flickering with its last dying will
"maybe i have a death wish"
i thought to myself..
the darkness inside is engulfing me
making me breathless and tired
