I couldn't cry in front of anyone
even when it hurts so badly . . .
I guess that is where my pride lies
and where it stops me from showing weakness.
Sometimes i feel like making a hurting myself
but my fear won't allow me. . .
I wish that death could just take me away .
This pain resonates in my heart
Making me feel so heavy to even continue
Walking down this dreadful path that
I hate, all i could do was to laugh at myself
For being so stupid at the wrong times
Why must it be like this ?
Why must life fail me like this ?
In this silent yet evil way,
You stabbed me with words i never excepted
Words that i never thought i would hear...
You really went too far. . .
In this life filled with pain,
I am just glad that i had never really fell into love
Else i might already be dead by my own hands
Life is painful enough already . . .
My heart is lost in a sea of sorrow
My mind has gone numb from the words you said
My tears has dried leaving no sign of its existence
My soul is so empty yet so heavy . . . . . .
Have i lost even though i wasn't wrong?
Have i wronged without know that i m wrong?
Have i climbed so high just to end up falling back down?
Have i burnt the last candle of my dreams and hope?
If my souls breaks down
Into parts and pieces
I wonder if i maybe could
Become slightly happier?
