why do i still feel so hurt even when i know...
its always like that ?
is it my fate to be misunderstanded...
how much longer must i rot
before i can see hope ?
not moving is painful...
not haveing something to occupy my mind...
is just reminding me of my wounds...
if only i can just close my eyes
and forget everything...
maybe it wont feel that sad.
maybe if i kept silent...
nothing will happen...
last time when i meet with
the same situation,
i remember i would talk back...
but now when i think about it...
i think maybe if i said nothing,
it would have been for the best.
some times i wonder...
since when did i become like this?
or maybe ... i was born like this...
as time pass,
my memerioes seems to
just fade away...
what can i do or
what should i do to
make them stay with me longer?
